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Until today, I still held on to what happened close to me. I was still hurt and angry. But, after today, after what I witnessed today, I'm finally ready to move on and forgive. 

I forgive you for what happened and I'm sorry it took me this long. 

My heart wasn't in that place and it would've felt fake if I'd forgiven you then. 

Until today, I truly understand the reasons, but it doesn't mean I condone it. You're in a desperate situation and don't know where to turn when all other options have run out. Somewhere along the way, you can't picture yourself taking from those close to you and instead decide to take from strangers. That way, it'll be easier because you won't face them; they're easy pickings.

It has to take a truly troubled person to take from their loved ones and not consider the cost. What happened to me was bad, but after what I saw, I got lucky.

I only lost money and it can be replaced. But, some things can't be replaced:

Love
Trust
Loyalty
Compassion
Empathy
Caring
Safety
Warmth

These are things that are more important that money and when those are destroyed by those we were supposed to trust, it'll take much longer to repair and it hurts the heart and soul in ways that I don't want my worst enemy to feel.

I would rather trade my pain for theirs because I don't want them to suffer like this. I am older and should take their pain as my own rather than have them shoulder this so young in their lives.

Well, this is going on long enough. I don't know if your situation has gotten better or not, but that's for you to figure out on your own and I hope that your choices are something you can live with.

Goodbye and good luck.

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